Thursday, March 6, 2014

Win a Copy of LIFEBLOOD! Now through 3/31/14!!

The last giveaway went so well, I'm doing it again! I have two copies of my newest book, LIFEBLOOD: A Poetry Collection, up for grabs! Just pop on over to Goodreads and enter. The winner will be announced on March 31, 2014. Good luck!!

Goodreads Book Giveaway

Lifeblood by Erin M. Truesdale

Lifeblood

by Erin M. Truesdale

Giveaway ends March 31, 2014.

See the giveaway details at Goodreads.

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A Million Eyes (A Poem)

A million eyes
Stare down
Dim and sharp;
Only I notice
And point up,
Bewildered.
“Behold! Look up!”
The Crowd
It stirs
Necks bent
Heads down.
My shouts go
Unnoticed
Even when the
Eyes grow hands,
Grow claws.
Eyes narrow,
Eyes glow
And burn my skin.
Shadow my face;
The eyes endless
A million
Focused on me
But only I
Can see.
They label
Me crazy
And tell me
To ignore
The eyes that
Judge
The eyes that
Ridicule
The eyes that
belittle
My every move
Until I am
Paralyzed
And defeated.
And they call
Me crazy
And continue
Onwards
Blocking out

A million eyes.

Copyright 2014 by Erin M. Truesdale

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

My Mark (A Poem)

Disclaimer: This is the first bit of writing I've done in over a month. Read at your own risk.

The end is always on my mind.
The plan is to leave a footprint,
A mark in earth, a sign of existence.
Dreams were an illusion
But I made a mark before I departed.

There is no other purpose for me
But to leave my mark
To try to make a difference in my
Twisted, passive, tentative way
The only thing I can do.

I was meant for so much more
But life has many paths
and I chose the wrong one.
I should have left a breadcrumb trail
So I could backtrack to my true purpose.

But here I am, in the damp, cold dark
Alone with myself and my thoughts
and the tangle of incomprehensible vines
Between my ears, full of good intentions
But capable of nothing.

A disease eats away at my brain,
my only real God given asset.
Overwhelming numbers of ideas,
Thoughts, and memories flood my eyes
And deprive my life of meaning.

Feeling hopeless and stuck
I lift my head up, try to make
the most of it by creating a few words
That will live forever in my memory

To leave my unique mark.

Copyright © 2014 by Erin M. Truesdale